fuck that

Okay, so there's this couple I see every day at school. Every single fucking day in the same place, just completely in to eachother. Looking in to eachothers eyes, just, I can imagine how they feel-- so completely in love, like the world revolves around them.

There's no one else.
Just them.
And the air they breathe.
And the ground they walk on.

What happenes when they don't have eachother anymore?

They're going to have to see the world, see all the people, start new lives and build from there. Because when they're with eachother, they're one person. And when they separate it's going to be like ripping a person in half.

Well here's what I've decided, listen:
FUCK EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT! I don't want anyone to mold into me--to be a PART of me. That's just complete bullshit. If I want to travel the world, god dammit, I will. And if I want to blast music when I drive, god fucking dammit, I WILL.
And no one's going to be there to stop me.

I'm not saying I'm too cool or whatever to be in a relationship. I have the ability to fall in love, be in love, and all of that jazz. But really, unless someone is willing to let ME have MY LIFE, as well as me letting them have their life, I'm not willing to be in any kind of relationship with them. Not as a friend, not as a boyfriend, nothing.

And I'm not going to put up with any shit. I'm willing to wait a LONG time until the right people make their way into my life. Until then, I'm just going to keep feeding people through and through.